I was thinking about writing a book, like a romance novel.
Because for some reason the only things I enjoy writing about are things that should be private.
I’m not sure if I have mentioned this or not but I didn’t get either of those jobs, the second I found out was commission based so i turned it down.
I’m still looking for work *sigh*
You know what I dislike?
People that try and change who I am, even if they think it’s for the better, because that makes me think, what’s wrong with me now? Am I not good enough the way I am?
Then I start to judge myself, which I don’t like.. because then I question all my decisions and it leads down a very unnecessary path..
I’m going to make a sandwich and relax, because my head literally hurts from thinking.